Coffee light

Had coffee with Blair today, he arrived as instructed by Andrea at 9 AM. We drove out of town also as instructed by Andrea( I didn't want to be seen by anyone I knew).He commented that he was amazed that my house wasn't destroyed.......acknowledged that the difference between us (he had just suffered a loss) is that I want to live.......how little did he know.....I told him I had fantasies about taking a bunch of pills, get a gun, set myself on fire in front of Health and Education Services to send Paul a message that he pays people craaap.