oh my god
how bad does this hurt? Closing down the house for the night checking that door is locked, it hits me this is your life this is your life, a life without your chris, alone alone, one by yourself. for the next 20 years ( hopefully not longer)
I can't breathe I can't think I am suffocating with the the thought the crashing reality that this is it, he is not coming back he will never be here for me.... for us. where is he? where is he why can't I be with him why is their some meta physical energy holding us back?
the pain is go strong I am moaning and and sighing as I type this my chest hurts I want to die
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my husband died on April 2nd....this my journey through grief, and how Adam Lambert saved me from suicide.
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