reply from *Chris*

Hon
All the crying and hurting won't bring me back. I was here for a purpose and that was to show you what it means to love. I loved you despite some of our differences in who we are. I loved you the best way; the way that was best for you. You will always have that. You can do anything you want, be anything you want . I tried to teach you that but it was hard for you to embrace. You don't need me every minute to guide you. You know I loved you. Now you just have to finish your life in a way that you can that makes sense and will make you happy, otherwise what is the point? You may have many years left-don't squander them.
C