lost weekend

afteri went to a book signing formy friend Steve and Max left i took to my bedm too tired to attend to the moutain of chores...laundry,bills filing, paperwork. totally sapped of any energy. I looked back I was in the same shape last year. It was 2 oclockand i laid down, turned the tv on and just laid there. the thought og getting up crossed my mind. I told myself i would get up at 230 then 3, then 330 all the way to 530. i was to hear from mac a out getting together for dinner but did't and iwas glglad. I didn't eat or drink I just laid ther all aftrrnoon and evening watching lifetime and googling nonsense. fianally at 10 i decide to shut down the electronics.