Saturday, January 2, 2010

January 2nd Plowing all night

I can't sleep, not sure if it is the plows scraping the pavement or my tears scraping my cheeks. I am cryng and begging/praying. I just want one more night with you, one more conversation. please please please. It hurts so much I am crying so much. and then it hits me today is Janaury 2nd, he died on April 2nd, 9 months ago. I am having a reaction to the date perhaps? I can't belive I am so stupid to have not recognized this, I caution my clients all the time about these kinds of things.
That knowledge doesn't make it any easier. I still want what I want.
As Trent says "I only want what I can never have".

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