tuesday the 13th

Home from work, can barely feed the dog and throw a fleece robe on. Crawl onto the couch, turn TV on, watch 4 for four hours, what did I watch? I can't remember, not sure if it even registered. Feel like I am hovering near comatose. No thoughts, empty brain, empty heart, empty soul. I am surprised the next morning when I wake up....I was so devoid of life.